(no subject) @ 10:04 pm
Boys suck. And, I'm done. Haha. Well, not with the entry. Just done with boys for the moment. I mean...why bother? Why stress? If a perfect opportunity comes, then it comes. Until then, I'm content.
I have to worry about school. I have to pull up grades in some of my classes...Web Design and Algebra II, namely. I cannot fail more than one of them. I simply cannot afford it. If I DO...well, then I can't compete at the regional track meet.
Speaking of track...track is stressful. It feels like I have no muscle in my leg right above my left knee. It's affecting my throwing, big time, to the point where I don't know if I could make it to state. I have a doctor's appointment for it on Monday. Also, tomorrow I have a chiropractor appointment, because my lower back has been twisting painfully when I throw. Oh, the things I go through for track. ;)
I cannot believe graduation is so near. Less than a month, and I'll be graduated. Where did the time go? It feels like just yesterday, I moved here, and it was the summer before 8th grade...5 years later, and I'm almost done. My last day is next Wednesday. Crazy.
Speaking of almost here...my 18th birthday! I'm very excited. 15 days. I feel rather old.
And, it's almost time to move. That's also why I'm putting boys on hold. In 33 days, I move to Ohio for 2 months. I'm very, very, very nervous about this. Somehow, I'm thinking I won't be strong enough to last the whole summer. I'm going to miss my friends and family. My dad was saying to me today that if I ever want to leave, I can...just give him a call, and he'll come pick me up. In a way, I think my DAD doesn't want me to go down there either. He'll miss me...seeing as how this is my last summer before college, and I won't even be home. But, in a sense, I feel like that if I'm not strong enough to last through this, then I won't be strong enough to last through college. Am I messed up or what?